Well, I wasn't planning to make this post. Not after the puja and the excitement. But then, many posts are made on an impulse. It is one of them. My older blog ended in a similar note http://mumbaidays.blogspot.com/. It is the feeling of being off. It is odd. It is not like being sad or disheartened or worried or distressed. It is something I cannot describe in proper words. I am doing all regular stuff. I finished some pending work in the morning, got done with some puja stuff, had a very important meeting with my boss and our collaborator from a different university this afternoon. It all looks well; doesn't feel that way. I don't like anything I do and I can't do anything I like. To be more specific, I don't even know what I would like to do. 'I sometimes donot know what to do with myself'. Right now, I am grading a huge bundle of copies as a part of my TA assignment. It sucks. But somehow this boring repetitive job keeps my hapazard mind steady and it functions okay with ocassional breaks in youtube and blogger. Let me know if you have any suggestion to get rid of this. Be quick because I will be okay by tomorrow anyway. Somebody suggested that I am in love, which I assure you is a complete bullshit for the current situation! And don't suggest watching movies, right now no apetite for those.
This song is a good solace for me ...
http://www.esnips.com/doc/b0433ef9-85c2-44ff-874d-9b317e44b426/AkhilBandhu---Oi-Je-Aakasher-Gaay-Durer-Balaka
Oi je akasher gaai durer balaka bhese jaai
Ora basa bandhe na
Ora chanchal, ora uddam
Ora karo byathai kande na
Monday, October 06, 2008
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BS huh? here someone might have tried to help and to you that is BS? Daraa
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